lost.

justlauren16:

I pulled alot

why?

because I could.

 and because I can’t control myself.

I took a personality test today in psych, my self-discipline was 1/99. My DEPRESSION was 99/99. Is there anyone else who sees something wrong with that?

(Source: therisaworldinsideofme)

I can’t live without him, I just can’t do it. he was my best fucking friend and the only reason I didn’t spend all my time sitting in my room, crying, pulling out my hair, and trying to cut myself. All of the things that I do now. How can you go from telling someone you love them and you want to spend as much time with them as possible to just ending that relationsihp because you “lost interest” weeks later? And then to continue to text me and talk to me and have me over and tell me I’m beautiful and to kiss me AND THEN tell me we’ll never get back together and that you’re hooking up with another girl? A girl who has had sex with eight guys.. I just don’t know. How can you do it? How are you not breaking when I’m falling apart?

thistrichthing:

and vent it all out, or cry it all out or tell you I feel this way.

I’m sorry that I don’t know how to do that, to lean on someone

because I’ve never had anyone before. 

I promise it’ll get better, 

that I’ll get better for you.

(Source: gothetrich)